My Catalyst: Living in Limbo

 My Catalyst: Living in Limbo  It's day thirteen since mum was rushed to hospital. It was my first time in an emergency resuscitation room, somewhere I hope never return to. Thirteen days of sitting next to mum holding her hand, whispering encouragement, singing songs, telling her how much we all love her and waiting. Waiting for any sign that she will be OK and come through this. We take one step … [Read more...]

“Do you feel Invisible? Treated as if not seen”

Do you feel Invisible?"Invisible - Treated as if not seen" Invisible; that feeling of being totally alone, even when surrounded by people. Invisible; when entering the school playground and all the friendships are all ready formed, so you stand back on the side lines and smile whilst inside you wonder why? Why don't they like me? Invisible; when you go through a whole day and not one person has … [Read more...]

Little People have BIG Feelings

Little People have BIG Feelings If I had a dollar for every person in the past couple of months who has said to me “Kids are resilient … they adapt easily … don’t worry about it” I could probably retire. In mid-November we moved “home” to Sydney after a 16 month stint in Melbourne. My husband and I really looked forward to returning to our good friends and the house we had worked hard to renovate … [Read more...]

Too Scared To Blog!

Too Scared To Blog! In the last few weeks I've been a Blogging, Twitter and Face book voyeur observer, keeping my head down as I read posts, status updates and tweets trying to immerse myself into  the blogosphere and attempting to learn from everyone. I have found awesome new bloggers and made an effort to leave comments or at least re-tweet. I have seen some amazing supportive outcomes from … [Read more...]

What Fear are you afraid of unconsciously teaching your child?

What Fear are you afraid of unconsciously teaching your child? I have an irrational fear of spiders. I have no idea what started my fear, I never remember it not being there. I can still remember an occasion when I would have been about eight years old or so and my mother was very sick in bed so I was watching TV in the lounge room by myself, when a hand sized huntsman crawled out from behind the … [Read more...]

Alzheimer’s and living in the moment

Alzheimer's and living in the moment Many of you know that my mum has Alzheimer's. This year will be mum's fourth year of living with me and my family and I would not have it any other way. The amount of time my mum gave me growing up is non comparable to anything. My mum had a passion for children, she was a paediatric nurse, a passion she passed on to me, a passion that all children are to be … [Read more...]

New Year, New ME ? NO still me ……..

New Year, New ME ? NO still me ........ I'm feeling overwhelmed reading  New Year resolutions, I'm overwhelmed and they are not even my resolutions. Some lists are really long, some say 2012 is going to be the most amazing year ever, some have so many new resolutions that I would dread getting up on the 1st of January 2012 with so much weighing on Me changing over night. I still haven't caught up … [Read more...]